All you feel like screaming is I hate you to the person you once loved. A million thoughts transpire and materialise into reality. How can I hate you so much ? Well your a liar for one . You spun my head round until it was unscrewed and then ask where my sanity had gone ! Down the grain of course along with your morality, chivalry and your humility. Arrogant fool, I hate you, love you and hate that I love you despite it all. What is it that you do to me? Have you got your love spells in those eyes ....well take them out because I don't want fall for your wicked games anymore. Loving you is such a chore I might as well give up the race. Let someone else have you. Because you give me nothing but time to bleed and bleed my blood and you stare without a care in the world. I hate you but I love you. Never thought that was possible but I guess it is because that is exactly how I feel. Stupid fool ,ok I know it was initially my fault but I ........
I regret it so much now and it pains me to admit it because I know you don't care anymore. I hate that you don't care anymore but I know its my fault . Wish it could be fixed but you have moved on and I haven't . Silly old me ......
Excuse the melodrama! Whenever you feel like this realise that you deserve far better than this. LET IT GO! LET IT GO! LET IT GO! That's all there is to it! Let it go and let God guide you to far better places. Allow God to fill you where ever this person left cracks.
xoxoxo
Heart Follower
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