Knowing set in

Knowing set in. The kind of knowing that precedes a quiet resolution to never be the same again. Two tears stained my now now sun-kissed face at my soul's realisation, well actually my soul knew all along that this was true but my human instincts had had a fault in it. Sometimes knowing can simply be felt like a deep icy surge ploughing through your bones. In an instant what you held previously true no longer reigns in this reality. You then, now have grasped the eternal now, making the mundane seem like magic.

For some reason I heard these words whispered to me ''You are the highest authority in your life.'' This may seem blasphemous to some but for me my intuition is from God. and that's all the conformation I need to trust it. Knowing what I now know is just a quiet conformation that I am going according to plan, the plan God had intended for me. If you are still learning to use your intuition as a guide like me, you realise at one point or another that your comprehension of your intuition can be mis-guided.You see a fire and you feel this urge to run, but for me I felt this  insatiable desire to run towards the fire. I ran without looking back. It was like going deep into a miserable disaster of a situation and searching for myself, a pearl, the very essence of  who I was  and emerging with all of me.

Sometimes it's best revealing yourself in silences. I find you come to know more about a man from what he keeps in the silent corners of his mind than through any word he could utter.When someone reveals a part of themselves to you it's one of the beautiful thing people can share. It's amazing to be the one to hold the secret dear. Even if it's not so much a secret. 

When knowing sets in you know that true knowledge can only reveal itself when ignorance is cast aside. One cannot be invested in the unreal for that will continue to proliferate divisions and distractions in your life delaying and avoiding the impending truth. Such is the flow of things.

xoxoxo

Heart Follower

Perspective

I have been thinking. Perspective is everything! Sometimes we may think that we are being negative but there is nothing more releasing than speaking the truth. It's how you phrased it though, if you make your thoughts about the situation permanent and fixed then that situation will remain as is. If however, you consistently look at the situation from a different perspective, you give yourself an opportunity to change yourself and as you do so your circumstances change and new opportunities arise. I believe in stating the truth,  however gruesome it may sound to some but I do believe in telling only those who will get it. 

Before I didn't open up that much but I find it to be very liberating. What I don't condone is to hang that ''victim'' badge like a stain on your heart. I believe that there is no shame in stating your state of affairs exactly as they are but too often we are afraid of who hears them so we don't. Whenever you feel too afraid to air your truth it's simply because the ears you have chosen to hear your truth are not prepared to hear it or because you don't feel completely comfortable with them or with your own truths. I don't tell my truth to many if any but what I do know is that real friendships require that you tell the truth, that you walk your talk and that you  genuinely care. I believe that quality is far better than quality that is why I chose to pick my Friends who resonate with me on a deeper level. What I mean by this is that we must have common goals, I find it to be best like this because this way we can really help each other out moving up the ladder. If you have people on your team that don't have similar core values that will cause a lot of disharmony and eventually you will fall out. 

The concept of negativity is haunting, we have become so consumed by the idea of positive thinking to get what we want that we feel we must completely disregard the thing we label ''negativity''. What if I told you that without judgements there is no such thing as bad or good. What if I told you that whatever you ignore or resist will continue. You must go through it to transcend it!

xoxoxo

Heart Follower