When your fears start to manifest

All you feel  like  screaming  is I hate  you to the person  you once  loved. A million  thoughts  transpire  and materialise  into reality. How  can I hate  you so much ? Well  your  a liar for one . You  spun  my head round  until  it was unscrewed and then ask where  my sanity  had gone ! Down  the grain  of course  along  with your  morality, chivalry and your  humility. Arrogant fool, I hate you, love  you and hate  that  I love  you despite  it all. What  is it that  you do to me? Have  you got your  love  spells  in those  eyes ....well  take  them  out because  I don't  want  fall for your  wicked  games  anymore. Loving  you is such  a chore  I might  as well give  up the race. Let someone  else  have  you. Because  you give  me nothing  but time  to bleed and bleed  my blood  and you stare  without  a care  in the world. I hate you but I love  you. Never  thought  that  was possible but I guess  it is because  that  is exactly  how  I feel. Stupid  fool ,ok I know  it was initially  my fault  but I ........

I regret  it so much  now and it pains  me to admit it  because  I know  you don't  care anymore. I hate  that  you don't  care anymore  but I know  its  my fault . Wish  it  could  be fixed but you have  moved  on and I haven't . Silly  old me ......

Excuse the melodrama! Whenever you feel like this realise that you deserve far better than this. LET IT GO! LET IT GO! LET IT GO! That's all there is to it! Let it go and let God guide you to far better places. Allow God to fill you where ever this person left cracks.

xoxoxo

Heart Follower

The Greatest act of Love is Letting go

Hold on to nothing, nothing belongs to you, not even your body. Everything you come into contact with is temporary. The irony of loving someone is that sometimes we ought to let go instead of holding on or sometimes hold on instead of letting go. Trust your guts as a good friend of mine always says. Don't hold tightly onto someone who is determined not to keep a permanent spot open for you. Leave them. No one is that busy that they can't pick up a freaking phone and call you, respond to a text, notice the little things about you, make time for you. Don't believe them when they say I have been busy because even the busiest person can make time for the things they truly care about. Best believe that he/she doesn't care about you, they don't notice what is special about you and you know what, their loss! You don't deserve to be someones option. You deserve to be the prize, the ultimate partner in crime. You deserve to be treated with respect. You deserve an honest and authentic relationship. You deserve loyalty and stability and if they can't give you that don't settle for mediocrity.

Sometimes people must  fall apart to realise how much they mean to each other. Let things unfold as it was intended by the good creator. The person you want so bad may not be the person for you. Trust that God has your back and is using every circumstance in your life to create the right you that is meant to meet the man/woman he has in store for you. If you realise that your current situation and people no longer serve you let them go and move into attracting more beneficial situations, circumstances and people for your life. Don't be afraid to let people go, sometimes it is the only way to hold onto your sanity and perhaps if these people are meant to be a part of your journey time will find a way of bringing you back together, undoubtedly. What is meant to be will always be- there is no fighting it! Trust that! But do not cling obsessively to something, when it is not God's intent for you at this moment. Let go and let God guide you accordingly.

To manifest what you so ardently desire just  think  about  what you want. The tighter  you try and hold  on to something  you are afraid  of losing, the more you are pushing  it away. Thoughts  that you do not want  to lose something  are filled with fear, and if you continue  with these  thoughts, whatever  you fear  will not come  upon  you. All manifestation comes to pass because  of your  frequency. If something  you want  is not manifesting in your life, you have  to change  your frequency. Every time  you're grateful , in that  moment, you've  change  your  frequency. Not there  yet ? Increase  your  gratitude. Hasn't  manifested yet? Increase  your  gratitude even  more. Got it ?Write that down on a piece of paper. GRATITUDE!  GRATITUDE! GRATITUDE! Become a vessel for abundance by being grateful for what you already got!

  

xoxoxo
Heart Follower